I really hate alcohol...

Not because of any personal dislike for it, but because people tend to put it on a pedestal above marijuana as if it's a safer or more "fancy" substance. Drinking makes people act like fools and for some reason, the people who shouldn't drink are always the ones trying to drink the most. I never understood it and I probably won't gain any better understanding of it either.

I'm used to weed. Weed is what helps me feel better. Alcohol has never really done anything for me other than make me go to sleep. It's pointless to me to waste money on bottles of this, that or the other, only to act so foolish that you can't remember what you did or said the night before. That's crazy!

When weed becomes legal (which it will) what will people's excuses be then? How will they spin alcohol as a better alternative than something that's proven to be safer, healthier, and less problematic than alcohol has been in all of recorded human history?

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